Tuesday, December 02, 2008

sch today was fine. suddenly gt enthu to finish up the work in cs today. sudden burst of emotions i guess. haha. aft class, we hanged at cafe 1 for an hr or so waiting for the heavy rain to die down.. but in the end it didnt.. it just gt a little lighter. Left sch around 6.30 or so. bus'd 31 to Tanah with kiat, chin, xiang and myself. said gdbyes to kiat and chin and moar xiang and me waited for 45 and we 45'd back.

got back home and played around with com. reading Manga and doing my MMT pjt, listening to song, etc. and well MSN! haha. was a little lively today, tt's gd. =)

alrite, i'm hoping this emo feeling would faster go away so i can get some slp. i'm a panda rite nw! ~.~

learnt about a few things today. Might lose my home. she might really sell it. guess i can't pull if off much longer.. =( i'm tired of worrying so much about what's gonna happen next. But if i dont, who's gonna prepare us when the time comes when we're on the street. I'm no longer the prince. I'm just a fallen prince. A normal human. Pretty much a begger soon. There are so many times when i feel so tempted to quit sch and work full time to support our family. it's just too much to handle. I cant concentrate on studying. My situation is abnormal.
I've been looking for love as long as i could rmb, perhaps because of the way i was brought up and the enviroment.. i really didnt feel any love. I cant explain why my heart longs so much for love. But i can only say one thing,which i knw for sure.. i love one at a time.. =/