Thursday, May 17, 2007
this is so crappy.. why cant i get u out of my head..? it's killing me.. ur beautiful smile, ur sweetness, ur sarcasm,the way u keep bugging me to stay awake and nt fall aslp. everything u do surprises me and keeps me wondering what's going to happen next.. if only.. .. .... .. ........ =( man i keep tossing in bed again.. why cant i sleep these few days? what the hell's wrong with me?♥ disguised at { 10:56 AM }
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Hey jie, u may nt know it.. but i do miss ya at home.. do come home soon k? though i dont really show it, but i'm really grateful to have u as my real sis =) knw it's been hard on u these past few yrs too.. thanks for taking care of all of us.. will do my best to lighten ur load.. just hang on. see you when u get back..♥ disguised at { 12:00 PM }
it's been a while since i truly felt like blogging, guess this is just one of those times.. what can i say? i've said what i should have said, felt what i should've felt.. but that feeling is stil lingering around somewhere deep in my heart.. why? why?why?why? why must it happen now.. just when everything started to get better.. i suddenly feel so weird.. so indifferent.. i often hate it when it comes to ppl who easily fall for alot of ppl at 1 time.. but why is it happening to me? sometimes the feelings come and go.. Man! and i just so wanted to fix the main probs in my life.. i hope for strength to overcome all this.. man this sucks.. and i dun really know what i want to do in life.. spent loads of time on the com today didnt go cause it was just 1 boring navy talk.. man havent been sleeping well these past few months.. dunno what the hell's up with me. hope i can fix everything in my life ASAP. it's troublesome, frustrating and infuritating. it'll be the 13th yr soon ever since all these unwanted trouble that stole my happiness away from me started. rite nw, i'm gonna try my best to get up on my own 2 feet. DAMN it's so troublesome picking up after a mess that's nt urs.. ='(
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Wednesday, May 09, 2007
hmmm.. back with this skin. dang i'm tired. haha. well's here's a shortie.. the whole of today felt so fan(irritated) and sleepy.. couldnt sleep the whole nite, was tossing and turning in diff directions on my bed. GAWD WTH happened to me? i was feeling so F*d up the whole morning.. was roaming around sch during break time with tho and her frens. gosh, i'm so lucky they're frenly if nt i may nt have made any frens during this yr. but it didnt really help much. till i FINALLY met mei (vivi my only mei =x ) today! i asked mei to pei wo to go bedok inter together. so i waited for her after sch. ^^ we didnt have much time tgt, bt i felt so much better after talking to her even for just a little bit ^^ really hope can keep in contact with mei as long as i live wor. haha. [ Thanks mei for ur company today! ] kor hope can help mei in future too as well ^^.Kz. Am tired. so soooooo tired..
-yawns-
I'm off.
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Sunday, May 06, 2007
testing 1, 2 3.♥ disguised at { 12:18 AM }