Tuesday, December 09, 2008

its 2.30 am in the morning and i'm having problem sleeping. I think i slept too much in the afternoon.

Today, i gained another best friend. haha. Which is good. =) Gave her some advice on some things which i hope really helps. XD just knowing ur happy makes me happy too. =)

well with some of that off my mind, i should be able to sleep.. but still i think i cant. =(

Release is all i need, and so i tell myself. "Right now listening to the song we shared, i'm going listen to it and sing it one last time and when the song ends, so will whatever that is left. "

My voice can't reach u now let alone me singing, but i pray for release. I want to move on. Because that's all i can do now.

No matter how, always end up as a substitute and it's just wearing me down. I just want to be me. Rememebered as me & not cause i remind u of someone.. To be seen as me.

Man this is just.................. =/

gd' nite