Thursday, December 11, 2008

Gal~, here i am back at my blog. Hey World! =)

ok that was just random. Instead of saying the usual " oh boy" i did " gal". Oh wells. lol.

Today was quite ok. Attended the last lesson of the term & winston came in just on time to see the "thank you" note! again lol.. Everything's just happening so fast. In a Blink of an eye a year is going to pass again. Wittnessed ppl breaking up, others hooking up & the passing on of ppl.. Overall i feel this yr was a sad one. Though there were some things to appreciate. =) Hope Next year will be even better! lol. damn, if this goes on i might just end up being an old man without noticing!

Thinking of "saving" up for a holiday. Yea, Pretty much impossible considering my output of my money. hm.. 65% on bills and 20% on transport + food. 15% left to spare which usually goes to groceries most of the time and if it doesnt, it's for entertainment purposes.. ~.~ So much for getting new clothes. Been saying that for half a year now! MOAR~! =(

Haven't went for a decent shopping spree in ages. years. A decade maybe lol.

Man~~~~ i need a holiday! well ok technically not a holiday, holiday. A holiday which u go on a holiday? get what i mean? like on a trip or something? haha. Just need to get away in this strange and confusing time. Anyone interested? =)

Well i'm getting myself mentally prepared for the months to come. I'm going to give it my all for these few months so i can atleast give myself a pat on the back when it's all done.

It's true when they say, "You never realize it till it's gone." If you're a little lucky, you'd realize just when you're about to lose it.

Christmas is coming and i'm guessing it's gonna be a lonely one again this year. Thinking of doing something special this year. Buying a mini christmas tree and hold a small party for myself. XD When ur alone, u'd have to think of ways to get through it all. =)

Well's i'm gonna enjoy whatever i can with the remaining time i have left. Things will be so different after graduation. No matter how much i want to hold onto something, it just slips out of my hand.

Cause i'm the man of the house, i gotta get a better job to support the family. It's a tiring thing, but someone has got to do it. I don't think i'll be able to study after my Ns. So this might be the last time i'd get to experience a class room enviroment and all the things that come with it.

God if ur really up there pls let me enjoy myself just this one more time. If i can't hold on to it, atleast i can hold on to the memories of it. =)

I guess in advance i'll just list my christmas wish. Incase i might nt be able to do later.

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Gd nites world, tml's hand up of FYP and i'm still stuck with one scene. Planning to rush in the morning so here i am off to slp. Wish me the very best of luck u can. =)