Friday, November 28, 2008

hello world! havent been blogging as often these few days missed me? haha! guess not since anyone hardly reads my blog. =P silly me!

Been a little occupied. Going out and coming back late and sleeping like a log right after having a bath.

Sch's fine i guess. For us guys, i'm sure we all are just hoping to end the course asap and going into ns so we can be over and done with it. With 3 pjts on my list to check off rite nw it's a little stressful. Just yesterday, relan said something which really got my attention and got me thinking. "These days you aren't yourself anymore".

I really don't know who i am or who i was anymore. The way i should act, the way i would act. I'm just walking on uneven grounds now, step by step. I'm LOST! =(

i'm really trying to be happy, but it's hard. sure envy ppl who just are.

But i guess he's right, these few days i haven't been gaming as much and i'm really stressing on my pjts and studies as it's the last sem. I can't remember when the last time i was so concerned abt my studies.. guess i was N'levels? haha..

i'm trying to keep my smile alive, just trying to be a better man. But before that i guess i have to learn how to stop giving up so easily.. =/

gd nites world. shall stop here.. Adieu.