Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Woke up from an hr's slp today and left the house at 7.30am today. reached sch around 8am. today's exam was quite simple just that i had to go and forget all abt some questions. i think i threw away 30 marks atleast. sheesh. well wat's done is done. i'm nt gonna dwell in it anymore. Hope the next semester will be better.

Was supposed to meet Elson early today but he was a little late so went into the exam hall first. after the exam, went to Noods to eat western food. Yea another normal day in sch today agn. Sadly there isn't much things in sch to spark up my life. Another yr more in this godforsaken sch before i can finally graduate. Cheers to that peeps.

Rite nw i'm just gonna work and study for my BTT. These are the things that keep me busy and it feels so much better being busy than emo-ing in a corner at home. No matter hw i keep trying to change, i cant help but still think of what will i do if i had a beautiful gal as my little miss everything to me. Guess it's still the same as it has always have been. To put her first in anything i do or think of, To make everyday with her special & to spoil her silly. And if she's sad, cheer her up wif lame actions or jokes. If she's bored or lonely, chat with her. If she's tired or if she wants to cry badly, lend her my shoulders. If she doesn't feel love, give her a warm hug and a kiss on the forehead to assure her everything's alrite and that she is loved.

You probably think this is all talk. But it's just naming only a few things i really want to do for that special gal. If you really knw me, you'd knw i'd give 300% the effort when i really mean to do something.

But lets leave it as this here. The hopeless romantic side of me is flowing out.

rite nw i dun knw where we stand. Are we frens? or are we just aquaintances? or are we nothing to each other at all and i just imagined things rite from the start? it seems like i'm talking to the wall most of the time and because u dun reply.. it makes me come down to the decision of giving up because u probably might think i'm becoming a nuisance just like Ray. i really do miss the times when i messaged u and u would reply instantly. I really don't know what happened and the way things are now. I'd give as many yrs of my lifespan as possible just to know what's on ur mind. This will probably be the last time i mention you in my blog. I'm going to walk away from all these problems. Amnesia would seem very attractive rite nw. it'll be just like giving a billion dollars to a beggar on the street.