Tuesday, May 15, 2007

it's been a while since i truly felt like blogging, guess this is just one of those times.. what can i say? i've said what i should have said, felt what i should've felt.. but that feeling is stil lingering around somewhere deep in my heart.. why? why?why?why? why must it happen now.. just when everything started to get better.. i suddenly feel so weird.. so indifferent.. i often hate it when it comes to ppl who easily fall for alot of ppl at 1 time.. but why is it happening to me? sometimes the feelings come and go.. Man! and i just so wanted to fix the main probs in my life.. i hope for strength to overcome all this.. man this sucks.. and i dun really know what i want to do in life.. spent loads of time on the com today didnt go cause it was just 1 boring navy talk.. man havent been sleeping well these past few months.. dunno what the hell's up with me. hope i can fix everything in my life ASAP. it's troublesome, frustrating and infuritating. it'll be the 13th yr soon ever since all these unwanted trouble that stole my happiness away from me started. rite nw, i'm gonna try my best to get up on my own 2 feet. DAMN it's so troublesome picking up after a mess that's nt urs.. ='(